unease?

hm

this is what happens when this happens.

i still haven't really recover from what was said by you.

the unease is still there, a bit.

apart from that, my decision making seems to be clouded. it is not as clear, as objective, as good.

arggghhh... i guess it affects me in more ways, and it was quite expected when this happens.

this is because it matters, and thus, my judgment needs to be even better, and thus a lousy feedback causing me to misjudge things, make the wrong decision on things.

silly. stupid. i got to stay cool, calm and collected and sharp.

i have to learn how to manage these, as this is your pattern, n becoz i want this to work.

i have to open up more to you a bit more too.

what the heck m i writing!? another blog tat seems not to make sense.

well, in my cousin's way of motivating oneself:

ROARRRRRRRRRRRRR

lion's roarrrRRRRR that is, haha.. i have a lion heart.