who has the last laugh?

i think my elective work might be going to be presentd during the presentation day. that was what my supervisor told me. but i haven't heard from him for weeks. well, he's a very busy consultant, and I do really respect him a lot.

somehow i think my presentation will be laughed off. maybe because it's unrealistic, it's not really possible,it's not scientific enough, it's just cant be applied clinically. maybe. still, i am sure some will laugh on my work. i don't care though. it might work centuries later.

i also could imagine, some friends of mine, might laugh at my plan for my future after graduation. i plan to stay here, but not for long. a maximum of 2 years. this is the plan for NOW. it might change, i might stay for an even shorter time, or i might stay for an even longer time. who knows. back to the original plan, after 2 years, i plan to go back home. (making it a 2+3year plan) WHAT? i am sure people will say that. you want to go back home? crazy workloads, unorganized systems, no clear training pathways or specialist training pathways. are you mad? why not stay? why not go to Australia? why not this... n that. whatever. I intend to go back home, to be close to my parents. someone needs to be with them. be it that I am in West M'sia, i still can fly back whenever i wish to. i am sure some will think my plan is not thorough. maybe it is. but i am following my gut instinct. it is this that matters.

yes, people did laugh when the television was invented. it was predicted that there's no use for a television. I guess, to risk somethings for your future does warrant being laughed, or said that we are mad, but... who will have the last laugh in the end?

time will tell.