lows

just when things r going alright, i failed my driving test. haha. i was feeling quite bad yesterday, is better now as I can start to laugh at my mistake, which is a good sign i suppose. Still thinking how good it will be if I have passed the driving test tho. At least I can travel or sort out car things. Now is back to square one. Frustrating. What opportunities does this open to me???

My mind too started swaying yesteday. couldn't think right. What were they? Did i made the right decision to work there? Isn't it easier just to go home??

Course not. I need and want the VT experience, the Max Fax experience, and gain a MFDS.

But somehow, i seem not to be as tough as I expect myself to be. I wonder what happened? too isolated these days? lack of human contact? What the heck... be strong and just manage watever comes.

yes, i need to be like that.