more to worry

called home yesterday and found out my mum went to Lahad Datu. weird, i wasn't told before hand about that.

my grandmother is in hospital i was told and hence why mum is there now. Called mum's mobile and found out grandma's diabetic foot has gone worse. this time it's the left foot, not the right.
mum and aunt's voice seems worried. managed to talk to grandma a bit but only for.. 5 seconds? she was feeling very tired. the antibiotics and no appetite, surely will feel very weak and exhausted.

matters that seems i have to worry about is increasing. oh my. i was so tempted to post 擔心的東西又多了 in facebook, although i might feel better that would give unnecessary worry to other people. so posting it in my blog is the alternative.

i fear the worst, where my grandma's left foot has to be amputated. let's just hope the dressing and cleaning for now halts the spread of the infection and promotes healing.

more to worry, but this is life. get on with it... be strong. i worry about my mum and auntie as well. carers are no easy job... grant them strength and good health please, my Lord. and for my grandma, that she will recover from this well. amen. i still want to show her places i been to, people i met, food i tried and tasted, and also let her see me graduate pics... and people who is and are, around me.