a few things has happened in a short duration. and now I am back in KK.
it feels very weird being back at home, after only a few months away.
however, it's great too as I can meet up some friends whom I would not be able to see usually at this time of the year. ppl like Ah Seng and Ah Wong, hopefully i can meet more ppl soon.
What has happened has happened. I could not change any of the outcome no matter how much i deny it to myself.
It is time to let it be, to move on. No matter how much it mattered to me, if it is only me, it bears no meaning. I tell myself to let it go and move on, and of coz to live life happily and to the fullest.
And for now, Merry Christmas and Happy New year 2010. (:
hope things change for the better for me now. and may you be safe and prosper! God Bless.
(somehow i m a bit reluctant to go to church... going to be hours n roasting! >< )
Thursday, 24 December 2009
Monday, 14 December 2009
goodbye grandma
i will miss you.all the memories I had of you. I will treasure them. I will tell stories about you to the future generation. Of how you came to Sabah from Guang Dong, China. Of your journey from there to Sandakan. Of the small cocoa plantation you and grandpa had, which I have such fond memories of. Everything that I can remember about u, from me as a young child, to the 24 year old me, I will let the future generation know.
婆婆, 安心上路。我會好好的過的。我會想你的. and you know well, that I will 上香 for you when I am in Lahad Datu or wherever I have the chance.
Tuesday, 8 December 2009
.
it was too good to be true probably.
現在就只有哭罷了。
哭到竟然鼻子流點血。tmd，我沒哭很多呀。搞什麽，我想盡情的哭，都不能？
一切，都變回本來的日子，本來的樣子。
痛，痛，痛。真的，很痛。
現在就只有哭罷了。
哭到竟然鼻子流點血。tmd，我沒哭很多呀。搞什麽，我想盡情的哭，都不能？
一切，都變回本來的日子，本來的樣子。
痛，痛，痛。真的，很痛。
Monday, 7 December 2009
more to worry
called home yesterday and found out my mum went to Lahad Datu. weird, i wasn't told before hand about that.
my grandmother is in hospital i was told and hence why mum is there now. Called mum's mobile and found out grandma's diabetic foot has gone worse. this time it's the left foot, not the right.
mum and aunt's voice seems worried. managed to talk to grandma a bit but only for.. 5 seconds? she was feeling very tired. the antibiotics and no appetite, surely will feel very weak and exhausted.
matters that seems i have to worry about is increasing. oh my. i was so tempted to post 擔心的東西又多了 in facebook, although i might feel better that would give unnecessary worry to other people. so posting it in my blog is the alternative.
i fear the worst, where my grandma's left foot has to be amputated. let's just hope the dressing and cleaning for now halts the spread of the infection and promotes healing.
more to worry, but this is life. get on with it... be strong. i worry about my mum and auntie as well. carers are no easy job... grant them strength and good health please, my Lord. and for my grandma, that she will recover from this well. amen. i still want to show her places i been to, people i met, food i tried and tasted, and also let her see me graduate pics... and people who is and are, around me.
my grandmother is in hospital i was told and hence why mum is there now. Called mum's mobile and found out grandma's diabetic foot has gone worse. this time it's the left foot, not the right.
mum and aunt's voice seems worried. managed to talk to grandma a bit but only for.. 5 seconds? she was feeling very tired. the antibiotics and no appetite, surely will feel very weak and exhausted.
matters that seems i have to worry about is increasing. oh my. i was so tempted to post 擔心的東西又多了 in facebook, although i might feel better that would give unnecessary worry to other people. so posting it in my blog is the alternative.
i fear the worst, where my grandma's left foot has to be amputated. let's just hope the dressing and cleaning for now halts the spread of the infection and promotes healing.
more to worry, but this is life. get on with it... be strong. i worry about my mum and auntie as well. carers are no easy job... grant them strength and good health please, my Lord. and for my grandma, that she will recover from this well. amen. i still want to show her places i been to, people i met, food i tried and tasted, and also let her see me graduate pics... and people who is and are, around me.
Thursday, 3 December 2009
revision?
this is the 4th day of my Paediatric week where I am based in paeds for the whole of the week at Liverpool dental hospital.
wanted to do some revision 4 the up coming mock exam. but i just couldn't motivate myself to do it. whole day doing dentistry, at night back also have to read it is really a bit boring. worse, i am not really be able to do much revision for the next few days and next week. dinner + going to nottingham then dinner again. IT IS DECEMBER!
in the end, i was revising Proposal Daisakusen （求婚大作戰）. haven't watch it for quite a while so I have forgot quite some bits. It was good to watch it though, as it was funny and was a good laugh.
for those who you who haven't watch it before, it is really worth a watch. it is 11 episodes long + 1 2 hour long special edition in response to the huge response from fans.
wanted to do some revision 4 the up coming mock exam. but i just couldn't motivate myself to do it. whole day doing dentistry, at night back also have to read it is really a bit boring. worse, i am not really be able to do much revision for the next few days and next week. dinner + going to nottingham then dinner again. IT IS DECEMBER!
in the end, i was revising Proposal Daisakusen （求婚大作戰）. haven't watch it for quite a while so I have forgot quite some bits. It was good to watch it though, as it was funny and was a good laugh.
for those who you who haven't watch it before, it is really worth a watch. it is 11 episodes long + 1 2 hour long special edition in response to the huge response from fans.
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