R-a-n-D-O-M

random things... that came across to my mind for the past few day

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I

I am an unforgiving person. those who r 'kicked out' of my circle of frens, rarely gets back. i don care literally. those who r unworthy of becoming my frens, will never enter my heart, hardly regain my trust and friendship. Yes, i know we make mistakes. if u do come with a sincere heart to apologize, u will be forgiven, for tat is wat the Lord taught. But, surely, I do find rebuilding trust a very hard issue. I will be damned by God, for I judge too much. o'Lord, have mercy on us.

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II

Had some friends over this past week. Wivinia, MY n Wei Lun was here on last fri and mon ; then Yuan Chin, Elze n Ai Yin was here yesterday (fri) for a short day trip. It is always pleasant to have friends around. I suppose when you want happiness, sadness comes along as well. I really don like sending friends off. because... I go back alone again, I will miss the warmth of people around you. After this last visit from Wivinia this weekend, I guess the coldness of winter will remind me of life back to the usual. flat life, so boring!

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III

Has been improving my making tiramisu skill. Used Marsala wine for the first time, n it was quite a different tiramisu from the alcohol-less tiramisu! wow... glad i tried it! gotta make sure the small bits r right, like how much sugar etc. after tat to learn other cakes i think. unlikely until after i grad i think! too busy now with z course!

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IV

Sometimes I think life is making a joke to me (like yesterday). sometimes things juz are not right so I shouldn't do it, but it ends up making me feeling 欲哭無淚. i do wonder, whether saying it out makes me feel better, eventho the outcome would not be changed. so emo last night...

gotta go back 2 do elective! a lot needs 2 be done for it, and not a lot of time is left.