解偉苓 - 放逐愛情

這一首歌，很好聽。謝謝曉婷的介紹

對這一首歌的歌詞特別有同感的，有這一句：

被放逐在寒冷的邊際

同鄉的朋友都走了，感覺特別冷。稍微感冒了，是因為那天吹了很久的冷風。冬天，過多幾個月就來臨了。

怎麼感覺內外都冷呀。

臥薪嚐膽，我會成為更好，更強，更有能力的男人。

不公平

我每次都覺得感情事上，我都處於不利之處。喜歡的人，不是要走了就是遠距離。

現在呢，我覺得我應該放的下。好好地先過一個人的日子吧。雖然，我心偶爾看了出雙入對的人，會有點羡慕。現在自身難保哈。我想，我人生還在等著一個很重要的女人。這，我相信。

得趕功課。拜拜

R-a-n-D-O-M

random things... that came across to my mind for the past few day

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I

I am an unforgiving person. those who r 'kicked out' of my circle of frens, rarely gets back. i don care literally. those who r unworthy of becoming my frens, will never enter my heart, hardly regain my trust and friendship. Yes, i know we make mistakes. if u do come with a sincere heart to apologize, u will be forgiven, for tat is wat the Lord taught. But, surely, I do find rebuilding trust a very hard issue. I will be damned by God, for I judge too much. o'Lord, have mercy on us.

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II

Had some friends over this past week. Wivinia, MY n Wei Lun was here on last fri and mon ; then Yuan Chin, Elze n Ai Yin was here yesterday (fri) for a short day trip. It is always pleasant to have friends around. I suppose when you want happiness, sadness comes along as well. I really don like sending friends off. because... I go back alone again, I will miss the warmth of people around you. After this last visit from Wivinia this weekend, I guess the coldness of winter will remind me of life back to the usual. flat life, so boring!

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III

Has been improving my making tiramisu skill. Used Marsala wine for the first time, n it was quite a different tiramisu from the alcohol-less tiramisu! wow... glad i tried it! gotta make sure the small bits r right, like how much sugar etc. after tat to learn other cakes i think. unlikely until after i grad i think! too busy now with z course!

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IV

Sometimes I think life is making a joke to me (like yesterday). sometimes things juz are not right so I shouldn't do it, but it ends up making me feeling 欲哭無淚. i do wonder, whether saying it out makes me feel better, eventho the outcome would not be changed. so emo last night...

gotta go back 2 do elective! a lot needs 2 be done for it, and not a lot of time is left.

变 • Change

突然感觉，好像有些东西，真在朝向变化。变质，可能是更准确的说法。

友谊关系，爱情关系，怎么说呢，就像个小盆的花吧。始终需要呵护照顾，花才会茁壮成长。花没有好的照顾，再怎样努力生长，都不回长得壮。积极的一面，就是幸亏，只要有人肯照顾，就会好好的长。in a nutshell，很多东西，都是要两方面努力的。

生活忙碌，就像我们人们，忘了抽出时间去好好的栽培那些花。

朋友啊，记得，花点时间去联系你重要的朋友吧。

还有TMD鑫棣，真的很想和你一起喝茶聊天呀！

对了，朋友的朋友的朋友二十多岁因车祸不辛与世长辞。壮志未酬身先死，好可惜。 RIP。人生无常人呀。 要快快乐乐的过日子啊。还有，请珍惜眼前人。

FnF ; music... music... classical

just b4 i begin, just want to say: I miss home comfort, I miss my frens!! ahhhh... i miss you all! eating together, chatting, zat-ing, everything!! there was so many i wanted to do, yet not all was done. wat an unsatisfied return trip back home this time was. again, I MISS YOU ALL AHHH. there, a bit, a bit better.

now, let's talk about something else. so, tukar topic liao!

in order to listen 2 good music... you need a good set of stuffs. i.e. cd player, preamp, amp, (or integrated amp), speakers and cables. that's the basics of hi-fi.

was thinking of getting a fatman itube with bookshelf speakers at one point as I was a bit unsatisfied by the really good Harman/Kardon Soundsticks II. However, I changed my mind and decided to stick to my Harman/Kardon, as i noticed bookshelf speakers might not really give me the depth, definition, and clarity I was seeking. I guess, I will properly invest in a good & upgradable Hi-Fi when i start work. Naim XS series, is the one I desire. Cyrus? Seems a bit too out of reach.

The Harman/Kardon Soundstick II I own at the moment. cool isnt it

The award winnings Fatman itube, specifically designed for Ipod (check compatibility)

Bought some new classical cds when I got back. Listened 2 Brahms' complete symphonies and my, all four of them are brilliant. heard Sym 1 before in a concert and a bit in Nodame Cantabile but the rest was rather, unfamiliar, or I knew a some of them but not all of them and their names. Was really satisfied with this, and of course, the Harman/Kardon reproduced them to my satisfaction ( need 2 up the volume a bit haha)

N if u fancy buying a classical cd, try Rimsky's Korsakov's Sheherezade, by Kirov Orchestra (now know as Mariinsky Theatre Orchestra) conducted by Valery Gergiev. 4 movements taken from some of the tales of A Thousand and One Nights of Arabia. exotic, isn't it? go on... give it a try ha. surely u will like the 3rd movement: The Young Prince and Princess.