finally

after losing contact with khoo for 8 months... (no contact whatsoever)

finally... reestablished contact with him today! hooray!

even though it was a brief few mins chat, but glad to hear his voice, that's he's doing alright with work, and having dinner with his gf. ha... sweet. And at least now he also knows that I found a job in UK, starting work in Aug.. and sitting for the rather daunting finals exam in about 2 weeks time.

hmmm... actually, i am now tempted to work in Singapore after I call my time working in the UK, pending on where my friends are. even for a year, that should be a good experience? seeing my friends ( many couples tho!? i meh hard 2 see them?! ) and eating with the company of khoo and talking all the things we wanted to, that would just be splendid. and who knows... maybe I meet my gf-to-be there? <- dream only.

studyyyyy time... TTFN.

one to another

gotta type this quick.

after embarking a total of 14 hours of train journey to the South West, I found myself getting 3 job offers from the 3 interviews I went. Not bad at all. The B&B owners congratulated me heartily which I will never forget. How weird when i told my mum about tat she only said: Oh.
I have been thru so much and yet my mum said oh. alas, oh well... don't know what to say.

anyway.. i accepted the job offer at Salcombe, Devon. A fantastic and once in a lifetime offer in my opinion. so how could i turn it down? Now.. the challenge will be to get a UK driving license and a car. One leads to another now. I didn't even really have the time to feel the joy of getting a job. Also, i didn't even feel the joy when my orthodontist told me I will have by braces off on the 12/7/. guess that will sink in when i really have it taken off. just in time before my graduation!

Now is for the revision. Revision lectures are in a way stressing me out. There is also more things to think about. how to move things etc. but these are not way up in the priority list just yet. Finals, will be what I focus on for the 3 weeks now.

Things doesn't seem to be going well for a few of my friends at home. felt a bit helpless, but then again i suppose i couldn't do much if I were there. But it is in my mind...

anyway.. enough said. back to study. take care you all...

夢

近來壓力增加了許多，連發夢都是噩夢。 我想我心臟也很壓力，心跳都快了點，緊張嘛。也可以覺得胸偶爾會疼，哇，壓力也真大。

是否有工做，今天揭曉了。有工作的人都會被電話聯絡。我呢今天電話沒響，所以就是沒有工做，得另外去找了。

我發的夢，就剛剛好相反，是電話響了，找到工作了。哈，真是好笑。

也有一晚，我夢到被女孩子吻。 太搞笑了，現在怎麼可能呀。

工，還要繼續找下去。又得花時間，錢，來找工了。

這段時候，日子真的過得不是很好。也不得不挨下去了. 自己的生活，自己的路，要自己來處理。祝我好運，好快點找到工作。

uncertainties...

embrace uncertainties... tat was written in the book " How to think like Leonardo Da Vinci"

yes, there's always uncertainties in life, in work (sci, lab works, economy, how's your cooking going to taste like when it's your first try) in general. But i find it hard to embrace for this moment in my life.

Being comfortable for being a student for 4 and half years, all these uncertainties surrounding me is uneasy and unsettling. When will I get a job? where am I going to end up working? where am I going to stay? will I need to get a driving license? how are the exams going to be like?? SOooO many questions I ask myself which I couldn't answer.

Because I don't even know where am I going to stay in June and July and many more I can't really promise my friends about joining their trips. trip 2 2 countries and trip ard UK. ARGHHH.

I guess bcoz I like things to be in control and when things are out of my control I get frustrated.
annoying...

Facebook Deactivate-d

Now... I DID deactivate it on Wednesday. It was however reactivated on Friday night. The reason? I just want to stay connected to my friends in M'sia, S'pore and Aus! I just couldn't live without knowing how they are doing. It doesn't matter whether I commented. Reading their status and other posts is very satisfying for me. At least I know what they have been up to or are planning to do.

This was particularly felt when I was in Manchester for 2 days (a day trip became an overnight stay ha). met a lot of people and it was great to see them and catch up with things. That's y I think I couldn't bear not knowing how my dear friends are doing on the other side of the world haha.

HmmM... pics. silly me forgotten 2 bring my camera! now have to wait for my frens 2 upload them. stay tune for the pictures!