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因為她，我大概明白了一見鍾情的意思。

因為她，我也明白了有緣無分。

第一次遇到她的時候是在火車上。第一眼覺得她沒什麼特別； 第二眼，咦？是我喜歡的類型呀； 第三眼，越看越可愛。我很生氣我自己，錯過了和她說話的機會，錯過了認識她的機會。機會，明明是有的，我卻這樣錯過了。木。

今天，在火車站賣票處排隊時再一次遇見她。身高，體型，頭髮，真的是完全我喜歡的那種類型。打扮挺香港的，英語也是香港音。就只能這樣看著她，然後她就這樣走了。所以我說，真的是有緣無分呀。氣死我了。

我，第一次，真的非常非常想要去認識她。起碼，能夠有一個開始。

還會有第三次嗎？我想，除非真的是命中註定，她，就只能成為我回憶中的一部份了。

至少，我現在明白了，當你真的要一個人的時候的那個感覺。真的真的很想很想要的那個feel。

除了她，也有另外一個她，能夠給我差不多一樣的感覺吧，我想。

Hi Fi!

BEHOLD, the B&W Zeppelin. BEAUUTTTYYYY

isn't it just a beauty? what matter most is how it sounds

think i'm going to pop down to John Lewis and have a look at the real thing tmr!

been chilling properly tonight ( still felt uneasy) so looked around hi fi stuffs. this is not proper hi fi but has been reading positive features of it!

Cost? GBP 390! ouch. pinch myself. how on earth m i going to afford that. and I wonder whether it will fit into my tiny room!

Still, somehow, i wanted to upgrade my music system from the Harman/Kardon 2.1 It lacked something. this upgrade could just give me an edge from my existing cd collection.

Audiophile. me?

On n 1 sad thing, my cousin is closing her blog T.T I will miss reading her blog a lot...

take care there, 2 those who read my blog. cheers.

a vision, of the future

here am i, reading thru a journal 4 my report. and listening 2 ClassicFm relaxing classics (after 11pm) playing Finzi's Eclogue. beautiful it is. have a listen, 10 mins tho!



The vision I had... is to compose songs some day. a friend once said: 我想要和有才華的人一起. 我想想，我到底有什麽才華？到現在，我都想不到。口才？我口吃啦。精靈？不夠。 帥？哈哈笑一下。
Somehow I always hope to compose sometime. I havent play the electric organ 4 8 years now. sometimes i do miss it, and I have forgotten so much about music.

The vision I had, is to write a song, 4 a very important day. Think it will be for the piano. If i am good maybe will add some strings eg violins, cello? Grace L would perform, either playin z violin, or piano.

Hopefully, I will develop some skills on composing sometime. it's definitely one of the things i want to do...

Graduation... of my seniors!

Date : 10/7/2009
Time : approx 5.00pm
Venue : Taken in front of Metropolitan Cathedral of Christ The King



Let me intro you to the stars of the day, or the VTs/dentists!



Left: Carrie Chan ; Right: Shen Lee Chan

After enduring the tough 2 weeks of the Finals Exam in early June, they graduated :D

Their parents said I should wear the grad hat for a rehearsal for my graduation next year, that's why we took this pic. Well, I will worry that for next year. Just looking forward to my holidays now! Needs a break from dentistry.

Really glad to know the two of them. It was always fun having them around. I pray that they have a very good future ; and in whatever they want to do they can achieve it.

Also, did you notice something at shen lee's hand? the left hand ah. shinny thingy, can u see it? yes that's it!

Who's her fiance? It's the guy just behind Carrie. He's Jin.

Congrats to Shen Lee and Jin again. Shee Lee, you really did a very good job concealing it from all of us, for months! But it was really a joyous occasion. Congratulations!

if u r really observant, look at Carrie's left hand too. :D

N hopefully this time next year, it's my turn to graduate! XD

Oh, n some friends were making fun of me the other day. She said when I smiled my eyes become small. haha... what to do? that's me lo.

Final Year... here I come!

Got the exam result today. was literally very worried, anxious...! and being in placement didn't help. result came out around 11.50am.

Overall Result: PASS.

phew. relief, very glad. now let me see what the marks are.

Paper I - ahhh... ok :) ; Paper II - ohh... hmmm :/

the self reflection and self critical begins.

The first paper was good. I studied quite hard for that.

The other paper, which was the core of dentistry, was quite a bit lower than the first paper. I had to admit I didn't really revise loads for that. that paper really exposed a lot of my lacking of some knowledge.

Still, I am happy and content. These marks do not count at all towards the final year exam. It's making to the final year that is most important. :D

yet.. I sometimes think, people of my caliber, I had been slacking when it matters the most, especially during exams. Guess i cant b bothered 2 b 100% when it matters. But then again, I can tell myself, even i wasn't at my 100%, i still pass. So... when I am 100%, i can exceed expectation. Ha.. cocky.

我真的能夠追求更高的境界嗎? 太多誘惑，太多其他東西要幹.

nx post, will try 2 upload pic with my fellow seniors ( Shen Lee n Carrie ) in their graduation gown!

To Do List

I got a report 2 write, but let me write down a to do list first to satisfy myself (lazy 2 write report ha!)

• Get those stuffs from salonskincare when I have the money
• Move my blog to blog spot? I find windows space is getting.. very complicated. shouldn't hav upgraded my MSN IM (DONE!)
  
• Get 3's Skypephone - the cheapest is 50 pounds. I guess it's good money. At least I can call home whenever I want. Having no internet for about 12 days made me realised I still want to call back home and listen 2 my parent's voice the very least.
• Get some decent new clothes when I get bk from summer holz! Joanna H... u r the only 服裝師 I have... mayb Wivinia can also LOL
• Get proteins from myprotein
• Meet more girls, if not i m in danger of being single for too long...
• buy more classical cds. Muggorsky's Picture at the Art Exhibition , Stravinsky's Fire Bird, Brahms, Mahler, Tchaikovskys', Prokofiev
  
• save money so parents can go Italy trip nx year ( huge challege!)
  
  

New!

Hello! got a bit fed up of using msn space 2 write my blog as it seems to get more and more complicated! things should be kept smart n simple!! hence i decided to use blogspot since some of me friends are using them and I found it quite neat and tidy.

So... stayed tune! will make the transition from writing in space 2 blog spot now on!!

cheers